I want her heels :((( Maybe her face too HAH! Have yet to find any nice shoulder-padded pieces, fuck! Sg fashion is sooo slow that once it's in, it'll be sooo damn flooded cause everybody is wearing the same. Just like bandage skirt, gold zips, dyed pieces, studs, lace blah blah. In another words, you're just one of those walking around looking the same and it's so much fucking easier than looking all different. Roamed around bugis yesterday (YES, BUGIS) with jin cause there was a 4-hours LONG break before 7pm lecture. And surprisingly, the area changed quite a bit and the rather old NICE shops were no longer there. NOTHING caught my eyes cause all i saw was CHEAPO LOOKING dresses and stuffs that are selling at a rather steep prices. And fuckass china people pushing their way through without a word of sorry, duh! On a random note, there's no fashionable people in school OR rather, there wasn't a single soul that caught my eyes with his/her dressings. Talking about "culture shock", but relating this to how the people dressed in school. Mostly tees and shorts and maybe on your lucky day, someone with a dismatching pink legging under a denim skirt and a pink top. So i was dressing down most of the times, and i don't know why. goodness. Anyway. I NEED TO BLOODY HELL GET SOME NICE PUMPS/HEELS that don't cause any blister. SHOULD STOP THE EVERYDAY-FLIP-FLOP TREND, there's no anticipation about my footwear anymore :(

Oh yeah, thinking of getting a new spec. Maybe one with a black frame just like bff''s. Cause the prob of me not seeing properly has caused too much hassles :(

old photo :)

alright, the third time trying to jot sensible stuffs down after hitting the backspace key twice. so in layman terms, i detest people who throw their fucking weight around. i'm sorry, but no nice word to substitute for that. talking about mutual respect between people and people, though i wasn't the one being treated badly. but hearing and seeing too much doesn't help either. and what's the point of NOT talking nicely when you wanted so much the liking from many. on a random note, got a love-hate relationship. can't put my thoughts into words. it's funny, very. sounded like a joke and not wanting to appear to be so. and it's fucking funny when i said i'm afraid. when no one ever sees me to be so. 

slogged through 9 hours of work on saturday with fuckass rude people, god damn awesome ben & jerry's ice cream and belgian waffles at dempsey, wrote wishes for a stranger lady at her hen's night, cool chats with wxm and bff till 3 in the morning, cuddled up in bed at 4 till 2 in the noon, Joelyn's 21st at Aranda with the party themed FUNKY HATS (i actually typed fucky, duh!)

Look what we've got for ourselves! 3 little hat pins *cute* LOL felt damn awkward anyway, cause it was way toooooo cute! AND the day ended with my two fav girlfriends :)

THE MISCELLANEOUS ITEMS that bff has been yanking about HAHAHA in case they never appear again, cause i don't even know whether i'll wear them out or not!

Body shop shower kit from sim's mum :) with pretty pink pouch and pls pardon my cute MR BEAN mug!

anyway, lousy camera phone :((( and i literally threw everything into one post, awesome.

all sort of accessories like banglesssss, necklaces, rings, hairpins, hairband, watches, MASKS and unused eyeliner at the side. i really needa clear this up, DUH! friday, please come soon :(((

The episodes of Gossip girl season 3 are releasing so slowly that i just can't wait for another even though it's just a week apart! i swear their fashion is mad crazy, more dresses from valentino, Alexander Wang and brands that probably you and i don't even get to wear for the rest of our entire life. so dream on, cause dreams are free HAH! it's pretty weird to think so futher apart from a normal 20 years old girl, i should probably get myself back on track and continue being whiny and stupid. school's damn fucked up, cause nothing seems right. i feel stupid for the first time ever, and this feeling is killing me. got a thinking hanging there, which the monetary values of this whole fucked up education planning totally dashed it. so now, follow the route and get it done in 2 years' time. anyway school's fun with fav companions, so still nice. putting an abrupt end to this post, bye!

Back to point zero, i still can't figure out the reason why things have eventually fallen apart. not when exactly after knowing the true colours of every single one, neither it is after getting into different institutions, but quietly without any strong valid reason. the next moment i know, we've already guess what's coming ahead of us. adulthood is weird and somewhat scary. we learn about monetary values and being a materialist. where certain things get neglected while you place more importance on unimportant stuffs. you thought you've strike a balance in life, when eventually you stop and realise you've never did. you said you're contented, but when you chanced upon a stunning dress at one of the ZARA boutiques, you would want to bring it back home despite the bursting closet. it's awful when i said they don't matter anymore. and it's even horrible when i can't give a concrete explanation for the distance. i would want to, but i can't keep the conversation going for more than 5 mins without asking questions out of formality.

holland v for late dinner/ sinful supper. awesome :) In a nutshell, this week has been all about school and fucked up work issues, laughing in and out with jin at nonsensical stuffs, spending quality time with lovely people, thinking twice about people, trying to go less-easy on myself and still not liking the space here. comtemplating the switch over back to wordpress, but still retaining the url if possible. it's the pretty pink simple layout that explains the past few posts. wordpress has classic boring shit themes, and that's why i don't even bother changing! and save me from html codes, i would prefer you telling me which nails colour suits me better hah! or maybe "HELP, BFF!" *with puppy eyes* on a random note, the internet connection has been such a bitch over the week. and as usual, i got fucking zero tolerance on how to go about getting the connection back. absolutely no idea how, so i just kept refreshing the pages and restarting the com, shitass. don't know why, but realised the umpteen times of me saying that i'm unhappy about blah blah blah or basically nothing else more than just being really happy. lost my line of thought and can't pin them altogether. suntanning maybe tml, having school at 7 in the evening. MONDAY BLUES, no. so the rest of the day, few stuffs to clear. got to BALANCE my account, tidy up and be ready for submission on tues. copy micro notes, pack the study table, clear my closet, i'm sucha procrastinator :(